BMW
BMW I like German cars I like the legacy ones like the older BMW’s the elegant designs the fast arrogance the timeless lifeforce. Why? I suspect very strongly that I think of myself as a slender sportscar the image of my youth and that is how I deflect from my own reflection.
SEDUCTION
SEDUCTION Deliberate focus beauty is the lure patience applied animal instincts work their magic target is chosen will he hold or fold predator or prey? She gets her way.
ODE TO PATIENCE
ODE TO PATIENCE I look out for thee and hope to find your stillness towards the unseen but you are like water in my hands no sooner than I have you clasped you escape my hopes and you elope away from the elusion of security and away my stillness of thoughts but I will give […]
OUR “HORRIBLE” MATH TEACHER
OUR “HORRIBLE” MATH TEACHER I am rewinding my inner VHS video tape back to the 1980s, where I stop the tape in in the beginning of September 1985. School was starting and I knew that I would start attending Math class, taught by a certain teacher. She was famous at our school. Infamous really. Most […]
The Train, the Balkan Wars and the Soviet Union
The Train, the Balkan Wars and the Soviet Union Many years ago when I was a young 19 year old, I was traveling by train from Düsseldorf to Hamburg. This was in August 1991. I was travelling via Interrail around Germany with my sister and our two friends. The four of us sat in an […]
He swam away
He swam away Many years ago when I entered rehab for the first and only time, I met a man who was recovering himself from an addiction to certain pharmaceutical drugs. He had been a counsellor for the rehab program himself, some years before. He was about 10 years older than me and he taught […]
SLEEP
SLEEP Sleep and I have a complex relationship from early childhood to the current day I know not how I offended it so deeply, it has rarely awarded me with a good rest nor projected my dreams with offerings of any helpful messages and foresight, or pleasant movies of good adventures, but it is more […]