WHOLE AGAIN
I think that I am whole again, after years and decades of performance, by my cultivated ego, in public and business life. Maybe I will throw a little self delusion in there for good measure. But, can I trust my own thoughts? They have been raiding my reality in a rampant manner for so long, that I have grown suspect of them. Especially their conclusions and offered advice. Perhaps I have found my true self, for the first time in my life. If so, the it’s a real pleasure getting to know myself. I am letting myself know, that I will make the most of this opportunity. This quilt free and fanciful free existence, feels pretty good. No need to reflect myself in the eyes of other people anymore. I never did of course. Maybe that’s what it means to be whole, finally. I have had to go a full circle in life and learning, to realize that my starting place, my original self, that I have been changing and running from all of my life, has been there waiting for me to return. Return to myself. Closing the circle. Making me whole. Thank god.
A.G. Munson
